HOW I WISH

I was lying on my bed

dreaming of this guy whose emotions seem dead.

I don't know how he caught my attention,

one thing's for sure, he is an inspiration.

He knocks me off my feet when he smiles,

dazzles me with those soulful eyes.

He makes my heart jump with his sweet voice,

running away is my only choice.

But he will never see me,

for he is no longer free.

How I wish I was she,

spending time with him happily.

My illusions will never come true,

'cause someone has taken him too.

How I wish he was mine,

'cause with him everything will be fine.

How I wish I could see him smiling,

for soon he will be leaving.

How I wish I had that one chance,

of sharing with him a last dance.

How I wish he was here,

to comfort me from my fears.

How I wish he was here sitting,

listening to my heart that's singing.

How I wish he knew,

that my love was true.

How I wish he felt the same way,

but I'm just a friend anyway.

How I wish I was there to see him go,

even if it would hurt me so.

How I wish I'd let him know,

that I'll be with him wherever he may go.

DATE WRITTEN: July 3, 2009